Friday, December 17, 2021

worry



My gemstoned anxieties

worn everyday

as pierced earrings,  

ordinary things,

with a "not good enough" gleam. 

                                                                                                                                                       

Words leave my tongue

axially off, wobbled.

 

A broken rib, collar, or rim,

are remnant anger, or hypocrisy, 

held in. 

 

As a woman I must sense

be vigilant 

of all things that define my surroundings.


Why was I "gifted" a candled insight 

that illuminates but never warms, 

a warning, not a companion?


Will I find, too late, 

 I’ve fled

some part of myself 

I might have saved?