Tuesday, September 29, 2020
Monday, September 28, 2020
Sunday, September 20, 2020
Two rabbits
a fat squirrel
are
grazing
in the garden.
The rabbit next
to the white fence
half hidden
feints a freeze
but kicks instead
at the squirrels head
who surprised
skedaddles
up the mulberry tree.
Two rabbits now.
The doe,
though smaller,
emboldened,
comes away from
the fence
into new grass
the best grass I guess.
She eating
pauses
for a long minute
stares down the buck
one almond eye at a time.
fall morning, September 20th
I thought last night's light
(that feather moon!)
was too much for me,
but this morning
blindsided by clarity
the arrival of autumn air
and autumn
light
doubles the wonder.
The window screen disappears into silver,
the window glass into gold.
I've been told
every day looks
new to you, earth, air, tree,
now I understandnow I also see.
Saturday, September 19, 2020
she
she died
trying.
stay.
watch
this system,
never perfect,
never blind,
unwind.
Ginsburg’s final statement, dictated to her granddaughter Clara Spera from her deathbed, was simply: “My most fervent wish is that I will not be replaced until a new president is installed.”
Wednesday, September 16, 2020
lichen and moss
Lichen is symbiotic
algae and fungi
not a plant.
These I see
feed on bark,
favor sun,
need clean air.
They alert
me and tree
to
danger, disease -
crown drop, black spot,
borer, weevil, moth.
Tree lichen lift living grey into green.
I have seen them cover ash and elm,
the helmsmen
signaling storm.
dream, with back pain
A dull ache
kept me awake.
I burrowed into myself.
When sleep came,
the pain
remained,
followed me into a dream.
Seems
I was a tree
half in and half out of
water earth air
there on my bark
lichen,
moss.
Sunday, September 13, 2020
morning walk, lynden
you knew
dew would be there
a blue jay
cries
like
a
hawk
talk
of
a
bronze
horse
looks
like
wood
(should
feel
warm)
leaf
forms
saw
pawpaw
sugar maple
eight
of
us
36
birds
heard
more
of
them
stems
from
less
of
us
Friday, September 11, 2020
Wednesday, September 9, 2020
contrast
After breakfast,
I'll clean the cellar.
In the hills near my sisters in East San Diego,
the Valley Fire rages, 11% contained.
Their cars are packed, warned that evacuation is
uncertain,
and could happen quickly.
If this weather contrast were animals,
my northern cold
could be a Costa Rican three-toed sloth,
its slow metabolism creeping
like coolness through the body.
Fire's a bee, seizing the urgency of its
energy as fuel, and forcing itself
to feed,
to spread seed,
make make more of itself.
Tuesday, September 8, 2020
my food routines
to eat wisely.
I search for
nutritious foods,
in portions
suited to
my temperament and preference for
interstices.
I eat no meat.
I'm called to have small
meals, throughout my
waking hours.
I began this habit in Japan
and continue now in Wisconsin.
Mornings, it's
coffee, twice and black,
with oatmeal or a slurry made
of nut milk and fruit.
Then at ten I have a snack,
a banana or
dried figs,
followed by lunch.
In Japan, I ate buckwheat soba,
plain, in its cooking water,
with a piece of cheese and tofu.
I would treat myself to an egg salad sandwich,
though it wore thin
if indulged in
more than once a month.
Dinner was soba or tofu, vegetables, daifuku or melon.
In the States I eat more eggs
and have developed a fondness for lentil fusilli, arugula, and watermelon.
Fruit is cheap here - I feel rich and spoiled.
I drink more green tea for memory.
The matcha taste
makes me long for mountains and the trains that go there.
The last 2 weeks, I've eaten a non GMO ear of corn,
raw and salted after shucking,
an evening second supper.
At night, spiced tea ,
with a slice of vegetable cheese
that tastes more like straw than Swiss.
This, then, is my food routine,
carried between two countries.
I've heard food is a portrait of the soul.
I wonder what this split existence reveals?
Monday, September 7, 2020
ancestors?
These,
the coke workers
boilermakers
tobacco strippers
apple pickers
pit miners
steel workers
corn sorting
rice growing
crop sowing
field gleaning
men,
women,
and children.
If these lives
covered pages
onion skin thin
we'd begin
how their work
over the ages
built books as well as
empires.
Saturday, September 5, 2020
Friday, September 4, 2020
I'm having trouble recalling a
dream.
I've read
it took 50 bullets to kill a man,
saw a monastary ruined in Syria,
heard about a daughter 's endless sinking
into madness.
I look outside.
There will be
30 million migrating birds
under a gibbous moon tonight.
The lake is so high
you cannot swim at Oostburg,
because of slippery stones.
The bones of a robin and a rabbit
have disappeared into my garden's soil, where
yesterday, an old mulberry stump fell out of the
ground, rotted through.
or the will to it, of it,
the power it inspires in some hearts.
Oh yes.
My dream.
I saw a roll of plastic tape
unwinding in the wind:
"Caution, Caution". it said.